A lot happened in last one year or so. Tried teaching 8th/9th class students. Was going well on a very small scale. Got rid of some bad habits. Came back to senses a bit. A detour that started in 2017 that led to places I could have never imagined, did things that still can't fathom. It was a spiral down the rabbit hole. Blaming everyone else for all the shit happening in life. Not able to self introspect in true sense. Today, marks 5 months into new job. Prepared and studied for Philosophy PhD and M.A. entrance exams, aced it, didn't opted to go to college. Read Vivekananda's philsophy in depth, still reading. This world is run by obnoxious sociopaths.
What a fall we have seen since last 10-15 years on every parameter of human existence. Someone knocks at the door, want to open the gate for him but am scared of what change that might bring. Playing it slow for a while. Why aren't people tired of living the same old narrow selfish lives year and year on?
I don't want any glory for anything. I am not for just myself. We are much more than this narrow selfish image that we have built for ourselves. Give up your ego. I want to talk to people like a philosopher, like a friend, without any hidden or ulterior motives. Come as you are. Don't put barriers in your mind. Doesn't your heart bleed for Palestine. Can you be at peace if something like that was happening to you or to your neighbourhood? Where is your humanity? Come, let's help each other.
